it is time to sleep.
there is no time to keep
when all alone
on this Saturday afternoon.
it is time to sleep.
there is no time to keep
when all alone
on this Saturday afternoon.
i’m a tough guy
with nothing but a cement foundation.
it’s kinda like
the back of my book.
there is no wall
and no roof.
all you can find
are my individual poems
page after page
without a binder.
when it’s winter,
you know it’s cold
in north east pa,
and i’m vulnerable
to the conditions.
when spring time comes,
it’s re-incarnating time again
to add more layers in life
just like I am right now
to show growth in the word.
but when summertime hits,
the sun keeps me warm,
but never a smile
to coincide true happiness.
as fall approaches,
I keep shedding words,
and the winds,
they ruffle my pages
when I lay new poems down on the others.
it makes me wonder
how mother nature
is so involved in my life.
it’s a spiritual place
no doubt about it.
I forgot to tell you
that I pull off leaves
that are so green
and so smooth
to the feel it can mimic
the poems that I write.
this tree from the birth
of its leaves
is now bare and it’s not even winter.
I’ve had so much to say.
the poems need a front cover
and maybe it’s just flat out time
that the tree needs to be cut down
and sent to the mill,
after all these poems
are an all get out
in the weather related conditions
to give this a great looking cover.
some things never change.
can’t escape all the pain
on the outside
going round in circles.
i should have known
that every goodbye
comes only in strength numbers.
i still can’t help
that i gotta keep cryin,
cause without your eyes
in those sparklin blues
left me without a cure
to get hurt all over again.
all i can do is keep
wanderin in the wanderin –
kinda like dreamin
day after night
and wastin every breath
i ever had for ya.
i’ll never get
a chance to tell ya
what i really meant to say,
cause every star
i had with your name on it
became just another shooting star.
got high school education.
life’s been my teacher.
ought to be giving me
professor status
with a cup in my hand
on a street corner for a penny.
it takes a while …
sometimes a long while.
maybe what was needed
were two candles
placed on the dining room table.
underneath the table cloth
became like foundation
on top of the maple made table.
somethin can be said
about the grains and smooth finish
that is now covered –
it’s not altogether visible,
but the legs sure are.
foundations –
they start from the ground up.
it’s all about discoverin the groove.
be like make her
all about being a hot spot
in her all out country atmosphere.
accomplish that –
she’ll be right there
at the table,
knowin full well
you got her
sipping your wine
because of your fermented
just right hit the spot in the lines
leavin wanna all that gotta lovin
in all the bylines
from a country drivin
pennsylvanian get her respect
in the ink all out –
hard to sit back
knowin love is a special kind of –
wait on her terms kind of attraction.
it’s a may day –
not necessarily an SOS,
but i’m lookin
for that inside outside smile
to come across my eyes,
cause today
was just one of those days.
it’s just the magic feel
I get from when I am
with ya to get to feelin life –
cause it’s been so lonely for so many years.
I know waiting,
is just another way
of saying time makes you win.
I know ya are mine
for a little while,
but leavin ya
only leaves me
thinkin of ya,
just like in this moment
to get me through
on this warm sunny day
that’s brings in the may flowers –
and i’m telling ya,
all of them have a little bit of ya
in each and everyone of them.
all that beauty in the expressives
just pours out of ya from your inside
over and over like a chorus
in any hit that reaches number one.
cause ya are my all everything in the multi colors .
I swear now
at this very moment
im not so lonely.
see yourself in a garden
blessing this creation –
that is you.
be like any beautiful rose
growing from the ground
with a natural
built in interchangability.
learn to read yourself,
cause if you don’t
life can become difficult.
establish a relationship
with transitory thinking.
pretend your mind is cushion,
it’s a facilitating –
make like cozy
to clear the mind.
you are a special project,
cause god knows
you’ve been put through the ringer.
it’s time to unclutter
and connect with that source
of all that bountiful information.
you are a receptacle –
not just unwanted flesh.
that big guy upstairs
wants you to be like a skyscraper
kinda like an extravagant theatre
to make your life
a deeper soul lover –
cause your rose
is an all out
in the different colors maker.
a little like quagga
with blended coloring
stripes on the inside.
this art of defense
kinda like martial arts,
but in subtle forms,
is like a baroque response.
this wheelhouse-
tribal in circle influences
is all about spiritual growth.
cause natural elements
in all of nature
is an every seasonal flow.
sometimes though in life
you need to get away
to build up true feel.
maybe it’s time
for a little woodland retreat
where all the leaves rustle
in the wind leaving it’s voice.
words they just like good company.
those rivers
that streamed down my cheeks
left nothing but canyons
for quite some time.
there was nothing gentle about it –
couldn’t see
that it was god’s way
to show that tears
need large cradles
to handle melodramatic
out of the ordinary unnatural situations.
I don’t know,
i’m not a girl,
but you’ll understand
why all the others let me go.
think about it,
a deeper meaning –
like bad apples,
even if it means
telling my story
to allow a tiny light –
like a sliver –
gotta think they are better.
it’s ok to deal with losers –
those are the ones
that fell from the tree
and felt they were shamed
so they could seek revenge
within a movement.
it’s so very tragic –
but I didn’t rule my life
like a hard nosed guy
that wanted to treat a woman
like a piece of trash –
but I sure got it in return.